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Posted 04 April 2017 - 09:53 AM

thanks for letting me crash. I hope you don't mind me vandalizing your space. just don't mind me, i'll be quiet in this corner. you would barely notice me.

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Posted 04 April 2017 - 10:17 AM

when you've tried everything and nothing seems to work. so, let's give this a try.

just my thought bubble. because my brain have so many open tabs these days.

...any similarity to any person living or dead is merely coincidental. blah. blah.





twinkle twinkle little star


everything was okay. everything was normal. she seems to have it all, I mean, a picture of contentment.

so, she said to herself that she wanted better. she'd work and invest all that she is, all that she's got. because she wanted not a picture that life's comfortable but to be in that state. happy.

but life had planned something else for her. she was barely at the door. just getting ready to venture into it after planning for this for so long. she's got all of her in it. ALL. this is going to be the turning point. she's finally excited about something, she's finally ready for change. just when she thought everything was falling into place. oh, the cliche! just like in the movies, it was the calm before the storm. life has decided to have a finger in the pie.

and just like that, her entire life's shattered into a million pieces. without a warning. even when she thought she's done everything right. by the book. she just couldn't believe it. her worst nightmare came to life. she just can't believe it.

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Posted 04 April 2017 - 11:56 AM

walk away. save yourself. she knows this was something she can never survive. ever. but how could she? this was all she is, all she has. so she thought, she can fix this. there is nothing she can't handle. life's already been a series of unfortunate event, so this was probably nothing. she's that strong.

she's fooling herself. at that moment, she knew that it was the end. it was over, way before she discovered it. she just had no guts to walk away. she tricked her mind and pretended it never happened. she didn’t tell a soul. she was pretty good at hiding scars. it had cost her both arms and legs. but then, one is able to take just so much. this, is the breaking point.

so she did. break. she broke down in tears. of all the s@%t that life has thrown at her, this broke all the record. she had to break the habit of hurting herself. she needed to break away. too late, but better than never.

welcome to rock bottom.

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Posted 05 April 2017 - 09:32 AM

thanks for letting me crash. I hope you don't mind me vandalizing your space. just don't mind me, i'll be quiet in this corner. you would barely notice me.


Sure. Feel free to express yourself.

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Posted 05 April 2017 - 09:37 AM

Well, I guess that's the end of me trying to get to know you more. It was a good run though we didn't really get anyware.

Kung iwasan mo ko ng tingin kala mo nakakita ka ng hindi kaaya aya. Hindi ko para ipilit sarili ko sayo wag ka mag alala.

I'm not mad at you for not liking me because that's just stupid and I'm not that kind of person. I'm not bitter about it either.

I was looking forward to a better outcome but that's not gonna happen.

I just have to move on to the next possible source of inspiration.

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Posted 11 April 2017 - 08:32 AM

Be with people who genuinely appreciates you and acknowledges your existence.

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Posted 22 May 2017 - 04:12 AM

I'm really lost roght now with what I should be doing with my life, how much should I be earning at this point, who should I be with. These are the times that I just want to disappear.

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Posted 30 June 2017 - 02:16 AM

Sometimes, I want to hookup with high/college school girls and working girls too. Just to have fun and make things exciting for me from time to time. However, I just end up not doing anything because I kinda got lazy about these type of things.



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Posted 14 August 2017 - 11:32 AM

I'm trying to resist the urge to spend money on lust. Sometimes I think it's not worth it. Sometimes, I'm just to horny to not give in. Lol

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Posted 21 August 2017 - 10:56 AM

I finally gave in to my desire. Well, it's done. Siguro it will take another 6 months bago ako maghanap ulit. lol.



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Posted 18 September 2017 - 09:53 AM

Defeated in all aspects of life.

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Posted 18 September 2017 - 12:10 PM

I'm such a mess right now.

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Posted 13 January 2018 - 10:28 AM

The confusing feeling of Infatuation that is mistaken for love, slowly begins to crawl beneath my skin. Either way, both are similar illusions that people willingly dive into and get lost on their way down. I'm trying to swim back up and get myself out of this before I drown in my own fantasy.



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Posted 22 January 2018 - 11:01 AM

I know na ayaw mo mag paligaw sakin. I know you've said you've been through a lot. I get that. But I won't stop. Not unless you tell me to... and I hope it doesn't come to that.



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Posted 25 January 2018 - 12:57 AM

its sad that what is supposed to have been love, just ended like that.



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Posted 30 January 2018 - 09:43 AM

Di ko alam bakit di mo na ko pinapansin. Kung alam ko lang na ganito lang din ang kalalabasan, pinatulan ko na lang sana yung sex invite mo. Lol

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Posted 24 February 2018 - 11:06 AM

I have to overcome procrastination!

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Posted 20 March 2018 - 04:37 PM

so f#&king frustrated! I wasted money on a worthless experience! I should have just walked away! f#&k me!



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Posted 20 March 2018 - 04:52 PM

I could've done it better myself! I am so stupid! f#&k me!





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