Like what you said she has MTC account(you know what I mean, if not please correct me) shes just afraid that those information will leak, thats why she dont want you to know those information. You need to understand her in that aspect, its not that she dont trust you, shes just being careful. If you want to gain her trust show her that your intention is pure and you just want to be close to her. Do something that will make her trust you and with that I know time will come she will openly tell you everything about her.
Konting advice lang Dont attached yourself to her too much. Consider that its not always happy ending. Consider that it might fail in the end (Im not being rude or something just stating the possibilities). At first, sobrang saya ng feeling then slowly you will like her because of her amazing characteristics, dami mo pang nalaman na sobrang parehos kayo sa mga bagay bagay and starting to get deeper, deeper feelings about her.
may mga times na lagi mo syang naiisip.
nagwoworry ka pag may post sya sa social media na negative.
Pag hindi sya nagreply sayo mapaparanoid ka kasi baka galit na sya or something.
Yung tipong kung pwede lang lagi kayo magkasama
tapos pag magkasama kayo yun yung pinakamasayang moment para sayo
Yung tipong hindi nyo namamalayan yung oras sa dami ng kwento nyo sa isat isa
tapos pagnagdadrama, makita mo lang sya ok na
ang sya diba but we are not thinking it will end, it not last forever because the reality is youre not meant to be for each other.
Lol. I got carried away.. I not saying you two will end up nothing Im just stating the possibility that it will happen so magtira ka sa sarili mo baka mahirapan ka mag move on pag dumating yung time na yun
natuwa ako sa pag basa ng reply mo. eto yung post na tipong pag linagay sa fb, mava-viral. yes i especially capitalized MTC para mabasa mo, which i expected you to notice, and we both know what that means. And also, syempre we also want to know if shes still active kaya tayo nagchecheck, pero i dont confront/pry into that. Trust nalang. Pero starting earlier, di ko na nga binabasa yung mga posts niya sa mtc and dun sa isa pang forum.. and even if i do, i dont mention those things na rin. kasi feel ko, she wants to forget those things when magkasama kami.. sayang pagod lang babasahin ko posts tapos secret lang pala haynako, wag nalang. Yeah, mahirap na part ung gaining trust talaga...
Sigh.. onga eh mahirap talaga pag naaattach tayo sa ibang tao, but that's just how i am kasi, i do things seriously and wholeheartedly...(normally) nung umpisa parang wala wala lang... pero apparently this is something different and im still trying to cope with this pa... i know rin na milagro yun kailangan para maging ako yung forever niya, pero it just hurts na nagstart yung problema because of me. and hindi ko alam kung paano ko maayos, if at all, this situation. Self-blame kumbaga. Hayz, sakit.
Pero, i think that meeting her might be something God has decided for me, because dahil sakanya, naaalala ko ulit manalangin kay Lord, una para sa mga bagay bagay, at nung huli na, like now, for peace of mind and growth.
Regarding dun sa tula/rant mo, lahat tinamaan mo, lahat nangyari. Parang kang manghuhula. (serious) im also not sure what will happen from here on, pero sana time will help... Hirapan talaga ako haha.
Thank you sa advice mo, i will probably leave a little of myself, pray to God, and hope for the best sa situation na ito.. sa mga mtc members na makabasa nito, please wish/pray for the best in my situation..(more importantly, yung low fever ko which is ongoing for 9 days na ata.. para makagawa na me ng bagay bagay para sakanya for a start) Thanks!