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#1 sirheinrichcu

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 04:06 PM

Welcome to my Thread
I just want a place to vent out all the darkness in my mind. I am living 3-4 lives.i have more than one persona. I am sometimes Good , I am sometimes bad . But destiny once said that I can never be both ,so I have to choose one. Should I defy destiny ? Can I defy destiny ? Only the Universe Knows

I am a warrior , I am a fighter , I am a winner
Witness me .witness greatness .witness weakness dissolve
Watch me become the greatest

Everyone is welcome

#2 SiLvErClAw

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 08:28 PM

don't we all have multiple personas?

 

this avatar we create for this forum is merely that, an avatar

 

it is a part of who we are that we cannot express in  public


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#3 sirheinrichcu

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Posted 11 April 2019 - 11:27 AM

So basically I'll be going abroad this week
I'm currently indebt of a million I think
But I am not like Xi'an Gaza. I did not fool anyone . I accumulated that debt because of Girls , spakols, casino and online betting . I pawned my laptop and necklace and ring already

No one knows what I do . I will try to elevate myself into a winner , because I know I am

I am not happy at work . I am disgruntled . I maybe suicidal sometimes but I am a coward so im obviously not going to off myself . I want money and gold . I love money . I love girls . I love life. I am weird
Anyway I'm at work now . Can't wait for vacation

I lost my last 6k on the double tennis match I bet on
Everyone I know ,bets. But they win. Now it's my time to win

I hope everyone accepts me

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Posted 12 April 2019 - 05:43 PM

You are the only one who can change yourself. It's either you do good and change for the better or you continue what you're doing. The end game will be defined by you and not but others.

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Posted 15 April 2019 - 10:41 AM

I'm out of the country now
It's so cold here. I love the weather
The girls are beautiful
I'm looking for a brothel or a cabaret hahaha
Do I or don't I?
It's 4:41am now
I can't sleep anymore
I woke up at 3am
The birds are chirping
Should I go jogging

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Posted 22 April 2019 - 03:51 PM

just got home from my vacation

it felt so bitin

I travelled the distance of ( similar to Camp Crame to Shaw Boulevard) just so I can go to a strip club . the place was nice. spent 1,170 pesos for 1 drink and the entrance. I drank Heineken

The girls dancing was stripped down to 100% nude but they know how to cover their cat.

I found 2 girls beautiful there. 1 looked like a lolita from a porn site. the other looked like a college classmate

I wanted to take 1 to the private room. but an old fart got her first. I waited for her. but when she went out. she ignored me and went straight to a chinese looking guy

I spent atleast 1 and a half hour there. but time was running out for me since I had to wake up at 6am

so I exited the premises without taking any girl into the private room. it was a sad/happy moment. Sad because It might take a long time before I go to a place like this before. and also happy because I saved money. because I might have spent 3500-5000 if i took a girl in private. but from what I heard they only let you touch and just lap dance. no s-e-x included. so I guess that was the right choice. I walked fast enough so as I would not get mugged. I arrived at the hotel and slept. but it cost me my foot. its all blistered from the walk and .my thighs near the balls had " nana " probably from the dirtied boxer shorts I wore eventhough it was already used up.

I can see my life getting more exciting than this

Hopefully today I can get home early. so i can try our local delicacies in the sin street I live near at



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Posted 22 April 2019 - 04:04 PM

i feel so empty now. I feel suicidal but im a coward

I want a legacy but I know my times running out. i want to do everything

im short of funds. I need funds. you think if you earn 3,000 per day ,is that enough?

3k per day is 90k per day.thats enough right?i can never think big like my friends.because their rich. I shoul think small to big

you cant make 1000 without 500 right?

lets go at it

lets cheer me on

lets go



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Posted 25 April 2019 - 05:07 PM

73,600

 

That is the amount I lost in 3 days

 

Seventy Thousand Three six Hundred pesos

Is what I lost. Imagine , I placed a bet on basketball and tennis . They were supposed to win .but they lost

What the hell right ? How unlucky am I . I don't blame God for not letting me win . Since he is imaginary

I blame myself for not winning

 I know I am a winner

Right now I'm in the slumps but like a phoenix I will rise up from the ashes and soar



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Posted 29 April 2019 - 05:46 PM

In The month of april
I lost 152,740 pesos
I placed 15k last night
Now it all burnt because for some reason , The imaginary God cursed me
And all Favorites players lost
Why Is that ? Why ?
Its so sad that i lost The money i loaned from The bank and The money I got from pawning my laptop and rings and necklace
Now I lost The 15k which I got from my Oceans 11 Job

So money Coming from Ocean 11 jobs should be washed first before I put it into betting

Right now , If I sulk
Nothing Will happen
So I Just have to move on
Keep moving forward

Wish me luck

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Posted 29 April 2019 - 06:17 PM

Im posting all my deposito with In The month of april
You can See How UN lucky i a.m
I should have Just spent it on girls and massage parlor
Anyway , no use In being sad and sulking
I Will reverse this curse
I Will become a winner
Time to reboot
Move on forward

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Posted 02 May 2019 - 07:38 PM

God hates me
I was up last night .so I withrawed 18k
Now I lost all the 30k
And I need to put back 14-15k
WTF
all the players I bet on were favorites
And they still lost
Someone up there hates me . But thank the universe
I don't believe in him .so fu.ck him
I'm going to win 100k with the 13k I'm going to put it
Mark my words

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Posted 02 May 2019 - 07:42 PM

I'm still going to a spakol later.
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Posted 05 May 2019 - 01:52 PM

I dont wanna judge you but only you can heal yourself. Try other hobbies.

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Posted 05 May 2019 - 01:56 PM

Better yet exercise and do a healthy diet. It will surely change your disposition. While you are sweating, you release endorphins which would help you get a more positive energy and outlook in life.

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Posted 06 May 2019 - 02:12 PM

pare, same experience hindi ka nagiisa

marami tayo sa loser club hahaha

isipin mo puhunan ko rin 12k, naging 20k na. naging 29k rin

pero natalo lahat

dahil greedy ako. linagay ko lahat sa portland kanina, tapos natalo sila. nakakabwisit noh. -4 ang and odds pero natalo sila by 4

minsan iisipin mo ang diyos yung sisisihin, pero hindi yun. wag mo rin sisihin sarili mo. kasi inisip mo that time na tama ka

ang gawin mo lang ay isipin monalang mabuti ang pin a SURE. as in pinaka sure na panalo. kahit 5k a day stop kana. ksi 5k a day .is 150k in a month

o diba? pwede na pang chicks at pang extra

wag greedy at dapat may system pare

kaya natin toh

goodluck



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Posted 06 May 2019 - 06:28 PM

I would rather spend that cash on women and booze than gamble.....


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Posted 09 May 2019 - 04:20 PM

kamusta na betting life ? ako ngayon down 27k. pero tumaya ako ng 18k .sana manalo hahaha

hirap talaga ang buhay sugarol. sabay spakol pa. mahirap imaintain ang bisyo nayan. sabi mo nga . sana sagutin ng universe ang dasal natin, kasi mukang hindi naman tayo sasagutin ni lord



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Posted 21 May 2019 - 05:48 PM

as youcan see sa post ko. regression is real

umabot sa 220K ang panalo ko

pero tuloy tuloy ang talo

regression is real. magnet ka ng mga loser players. magnet ka ng mga crook and corrupt players. dapat maging mas matalino ako

tingnan niyo . sa buwan ng mayo. ang ganda ng record ko. puro panalo. pero nag regress

ngayon reset ulit ako

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Posted 21 May 2019 - 05:56 PM

isipin mo kaya ko 220k in just a few days

kaya ko to

I will think it into existence

i am a winner

I will win big

i will never lose

i will bet smart

 

isipin mo 1k a day thats 30k a month

2k a day thats 60k a month

3k a day thats 90k a month

 

kaya na kata toh?alam ko kaya ko

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Posted 22 May 2019 - 11:57 PM

as youcan see sa post ko. regression is real
umabot sa 220K ang panalo ko
pero tuloy tuloy ang talo
regression is real. magnet ka ng mga loser players. magnet ka ng mga crook and corrupt players. dapat maging mas matalino ako
tingnan niyo . sa buwan ng mayo. ang ganda ng record ko. puro panalo. pero nag regress
ngayon reset ulit ako


Hello, pardon my ignorance, pero pano ba icompute ung odds dyan?




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