I'm a type of person who knows what I want… Just so happen that people are married means they can't be in love to someone else around them! I've proven that it is wrong…Why? Because I'm crazy in love with my girl right now and you know what's crazy about our relationship… Oh you might be surprized, why? We're both married, we both have partners on the side, She has his Daddy and I have my Wifey. We don't know why we fall inlove to each other that deep like where we are right now. We just don't know the answer because we don't what things to be more complicated, say we just live everyday of our lives loving each other… Crazy part is, she lives with her daddy, mine ain't here - working abroad
Here goes the story:
She was my classmate, training for a job which involves talking over the phone solving other people's problem about their telephone… She's actually older than me and the fact that we're both married with our partners on the side.. I didn't mind her the first place, I was flirting with other girls then. Things didn't work out fine with the girl i was trying to flirt with' for all I know I just want that girl for sex - she was hot but her brain is some kinida empty. Then we started our group of four with my homie and other mommy figure on the side her and me… Our friendship was sweet because we always kiss each other goodbye before we go home after the training. We started going out eating breakfast - one funny day in the training I won a certain amount of money which I ended spending it with them. That was the start of it, It has been days when I stared to kiss her on her lips when doing goodbye's I don’t know if she noticed it - anyways for all I know, I'm doing the moves I can everytime I have the opportunity. It was just so nice to kiss someones lips which are so sweet and soft. I said to myself, this is it and nothing can stop me from loving her. I know that I'm beginning to like her and Im actually falling her for her. That was also the day when I noticed that she is indeed hot.
A lot of things passed by and I'm still doing my moves one way or another, that time I already knew that she knows what I'm doing. We went to our friends place and a lot of crazy things happened there. We had brunch there, I managed to take shower to drain the excess oils in my body, since our friend is kind enough to give me a squirt of a perfume which she eventually like because she started to hug and kissed me telling me that I really smell good… That was it:
I layed out the plans and everything has been planned without her knowing. It was a perfect plan, it was a Saturday, we had breakfst and strolled the mall until I managed to shhove the other two people away. Sems like highschool because I started the moves inside a movie house, While watching as if I'm watching - I started to caress her arms and we ended up kissing each other… That was cute, we did admit to each other that there's something in our personality which keeps us attached, say we simply like each other. We're simple people with attitude. At first things went just fine, maybe because we're both excited. Then things started to go wrong, people around us suspects that we are having an affair which is a no no for them knowing our status, I also started to be possesive and tends to be jealous to all people around her. But what can I do? I'd been loveless for almost a year now, yeah coming off from a bad ending which still ended to a friendship. One day she said "It's over - let's just be friends like before" I said NO! But she insisted……
That was one of the darkest moments I ever had… I wanted to die I'm asking myself why? When everything seems to be working just fine it'll be lost in a snap wwhheeww…. That was unfair, I said to mself, The next thing I know I was driving my way North to my ex-girlfriend's crib just to ask advice - stupid me I took in 12 tabs of DULCOLAX which resulted to my dehydration, then that's it I was abou to go somewhere else not sure where when I collapsed on her garage. My head hit a corner of table then I was unconcious for the next 8 hours. What I remember is that she was using my phone and she was the one who took care of everything… I don't know if she got affected with what had happen but it triggered to a new start…
Love is just like that… It strikes anywhere - once it start popping, you can’t stop! Again we found ourselves in each others arms crazy in-love with each other. We're not classmates anymore because we both decide to move on with our lives making our choices, she choose a day job - I choose a much better paying job. Things work out just fine, we were able to lay out a much better plan and schedule, we were able to understand each other more compared when we started this out. People will say we're crazy, NO - we're just simply in love and being honest to ourselves. I want to say sorry to those people which we might hurt, but then again, she managed to belive in my principle also "What you don't know, you don't hear and you don't see will not hurt you" and also "Life is a matter of choice". Since life is a matter of choice and we both made this choice we should live the consequences, struggles and hardship.
What can I say we're happy and we simply miss each other and fall in love to each other as the day passes by… Nothing, no one can stop us from loving each other especially right now that we're so attached. Can't imagne life without each other. We really don't make a lot of plans we just live everyday as a new day, just in case we'll have our own baby then it'll be okay. Im still looking forward of keeping her and starting a new family with her. Love is unfair - fun - aggressive and involves a lot of pain… People involve simply needs to make a choce to be in love or not… We're together for how many months now and life between us is simply getting better. We're simply in-love...
By: Corvine Johnson aka: CJ
June 20, 2006 / Tuesday
DELL Facilty, Manila